I can't entirely say what has been happening or why. I don't particularly want to.

All I can say right now is: THIS is the season of my discontent.

The discontent that has been missing for some time now. Years, in fact.

The down-side: it tried to kill me once and could do it again.

The up-side: I'm my old erratic self right now...and I haven't been that way for a long, long time.

The inside is the issue at hand though. Again, sorry for the mystery, but this one will have to stay that way. Maybe someday, but I doubt it.